08/18/2014

It’s a struggle to maintain a living while keeping your own sanity. You have to find a balance of responsibility and Freedom. Now to some the two are the same thing right? To others this is very much not the truth. Allow me to explain this the best way I can.

Being responsible is never fun and most of the time it cost more than it should to even accomplish the correct pattern for it. What is a Pattern? Best example of it would be Waking up at a steady time, getting ready for work, going to work, working, coming home, eating, relaxing for a moment, and last but not lest sleeping. Repeating this 4 – 5 days a week can become complicated on the mind to accept.  This really doesn’t account for any of the emotional content that goes into doing it.  Really it’s just the simplest way of putting things on a person. This doesn’t include family to deal with and it doesn’t factor in the excitement or depression you will account that DOES effect the pattern. Some days you will just not feel like working, or waking up but you will be forced to put that pressure on because without the patter you do not maintain your style of living or a factor for why you would want to even do it.

Now Freedom which is why we are doing the Responsible part is complicated because it holds no pattern for simplicity. Really what you do with your free time can be as complicated as you want it to be or as simple as you like it. Vacations can become better then your work day or it can be worse. However the idea of a vacation is supposed to be time to lower all that pressure that YOU WILL BUILD upon being responsible. 

Why even go over any of this? What does it have at all to do with politics? I always look around at the world and the places we are in and I often wonder how do we deal with it? How do the politicians do the things they do? Wearing those suits and fantasy hair styles always makes me wonder what goes into the day of a man who has to stand for truth and justice? Does the president of the united states ever have a second to say ” Going to play some Nintendo for an hour and after that work on our relationship with Russia?”…. does it really work like that? I would think a family man who not only is responsible for running a country  but maintaining a good relationship with everyone MUST have it hard? He must do a great deal of thinking in a day and probably has problems sleeping to just say the least? Maybe a good book will come of it..but I can’t imagine it is an easy job?

04/04/2013 Daily Life

Lots of things need to be done in a day and I think most younger people aren’t aware of any of this stuff till it’s to late. I can’t name the number of times i have had to listen to someone MUCH younger then me complain about things that they really know nothing about. The best example of this would be When a teenager complains about Bullying. Now I am not saying Bullying should be accepted in anyway but a prospective of all the things to come and all the things past should be presented when this issue comes up.

In daily life “or the day you get out of your parents house” your full on responsibility will be to Bully your way past every issue. That person that picked on you in School..chances are is going to become your boss, Landlord, or even Contractor for something that needs to be repaired around the apartment/House. If you can’t learn to talk your way past problems in life you will not get very far. Further more if you can’t learn to endure problems that just seem to get worse and worse and worse…then you grow old and gain nothing from the experience.

Anyone who has ever driven a car can tell you its always best to keep your eyes on those close to you but maintain your course. This much can be said about school, work, or whatever… It’s Important to know that things are going to come after you. Now making that statement is really very MISTY without details.

So your first day out works like this.. You wake up … First problem comes to mind…YOU NEED TO USE THE BATHROOM…Problems being do you have soap, Toilet Paper, is your water bill paid and do you have electric and a working Light blub in the bathroom… This hasn’t even been 5 Minutes into your first day into your new place..Already we are talking bills, Hardware, and money..

Now in my point of view that is LIFE BULLYING YOU… You haven’t even really opened your eyes or thought about what your doing yet..and here already… is a list of problems that if you didn’t solve YESTERDAY..are going to make things difficult ALREADY… but lets move on..  SO you get the bathroom stuff done.. your all up and ready.. You brush your teeth wash your face and head into the kitchen to think about FOOD… Now another series of problems… Do you have dish, water bill paid, Dish soap, what will you be cooking, have you paid your gas bill or Electric, DO you even have food to cook, is there milk, eggs …etc, GOOD CHRIST ARE YOU READY FOR JUST BREAKFAST!!?

Again daily life.. and we are only talking the first maybe… hour of it…ON YOUR OWN… so if going to school and being bullied is ruff.. well you have to learn to push past it…because every day might be ruff like that..but trust that it’s not going to be your last fight..

I mean I am sure if you grow up and you have a ton of money.. You can get past much of this stuff without having to ever have to worry about any of it but the question would then remain what do you do? Personally I have never had a real goal in my life. I wanted to finish school. That was about it…and I barely did that.. Now that I am working a job and supporting myself, a girlfriend, dog and cat… the question still remains.. In my Daily life what do I see myself doing? Hell I am going to be 30 this year… and how the hell Do I still not know? Yes I am being Productive with my job, and yes it’s gotten me some place …slightly…ummm..stable…but yea…